Sunday, November 19, 2006

What to do???

I have discovered that the writer of the letter to my neighbours, telling them about what I do, is not in fact another neighbour, but a distant trouble maker who makes a habit of making trouble in this way for working girls. I had a call from a lady who had recognised the format of the letter from an experience she witnessed a while ago. One of the other top girls on our website also had disturbing revealing letters sent to the family of her boyfriend a few months ago. She never found out who sent them but is still working ... and so am I - sod 'em!

It did, however, create some problems between my partner and I. He now feels very uncomfortable visiting me here in my house, wondering what the neighbours think of him now that some of them know what I do. He also wonders what I might be keeping from him, and he has started to mistrust me a great deal... To the extent that he read this blog!

Needless to say it disturbed him, and I am regretful that he felt the need to read it, and that he read the version of events that I present in my blog in a way that I think might be interesting and a bit tittilating for strangers to read.

The thing is, he didn't tell me that he had read it until about a day after, and in the meantime carried on as normal, being affectionate and loving. It all ended in tears though, as it came out at the end of a boozy night in the pub.

So I guess my job is causing more problems than I had initially thought, and I really need to address it if my marriage is to survive. I offered to give up working straight away, but he believes that I would subsequently resent him for the loss of earnings and lack of multiple sex partners. I disagree, but if that is what he believes, then it is bound to cause a problem by expectation. And if I tell him it's not true, he wouldn't believe me at the moment.

Oh my gosh, I really do fear for my relationship, and it really IS more important than my job. But I am not ready to sacrifice my financial future security, especially when he thinks that it would be a mistake anyway.

What to do? What to do?

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

BAD neighbour

A bit of a disaster today...

I received my post this morning after seeing my first customer away (He'd had my back doors on the sofa as the postman dropped off my letters through the curtain).
There was a letter addressed to the occupier and saying Dear Resident... It went on to say in no uncertain terms that I (my full name) am using my property to work as a prostitute. They gave details of where I advertise as well as my work phone number. They said that they do not think I should use 'our road' for my business and they say they have written to the local authorities because they beleive I wont be paying tax or business rates. They urge readers of the letter to join them in complaining to the local authorities to stop this activity in 'our neighbourhood'.

I am severly PISSED OFF!

For one, why didn't they come to me with any complaint about me? For two, why have they not had the balls to say who it is from (it is signed from 'A Friend'). And for three I DO NOT cause a disturbance that I am aware of. It's not like I walk the street or sit in my window. I even put trackies on to pop to the shop. All of my visitors are normal people who simply come to my door and cause no trouble to other residents.

I went to knock on a few doors this morning to try to find out who it was from. Most people were out, but those I spoke to said they had no problem with me so long as I keep to myself. My next door neighbour requested that I make sure the bedroom window is closed in the Summer which is fair enough and I will. And no-one knew who it was from.

I've worked myself up about it again now and I'm going to knock on a couple more doors and ask them if they know who wrote it and if they have a complaint to make about me.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Right back at you

Well I was back to my work, being a busy bunny today.

Three appointments was all I could fit in between Spinning and Abs workout at the gym this morning and then Yoga class this evening. I could be making shed loads more money if I didn't spend so much time doing all that... But I consider it to be taking good care of myself, making sure my body is toned, fit and up to the job. Also making sure I stay sane, get out of the house and meet people who don't want to fuck me (or at least they don't get to fuck me anyway!) .

Had a second visit from a guy who is one of my favourites. He's ex-Army and built like a real MAN! Lovely cocoa skin, muscles that imply strength rather than gym vanity and one of the nicest cocks I've had the pleasure of wrapping my mouth around (let alone some other parts of my body!).

Thankfully he wrote me a glowing report on the website where I get most of my business from. That is not why I treat him well, but it certainly helps with my prestige. No, I treat him well because he pays me good money, he treats me with respect and consideration, he gives me pleasure and he's a nice bloke!

I believe that unless you are unlucky then the way you treat people comes right back at you.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

My job is brilliant!

I am starting back working tomorrow after a couple of weeks off. I'm looking forward to the money and the sex! I must say that it's great to have a job where I can take time off whenever I want. I'm sure I'll miss it when I give up next year.
I'm studying for my future job as a 'proper' massage therapist and yoga teacher. So I need to do a fair bit of studying (more than I have been recently).
But anyway, I'll be writing posts more often as I'm hoping to get on the telly with my blog... I'll keep you posted!